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Life doesnt seems so easy as we grow older. If u are lucky & u are tough enough then it will be easier for u to go through. If u are having bad luck / u are not tough enough, then u are going to suffer all through the time. Is there any way to make life easier? The answer is "NO". No matter what, we have to go through our life. Striking towards the future. Tired / no tired u also need to go on ur life. Feeling want to give up? Yeah, there are many times human tends to give up. Commit suicide? Crazy? Other solution? The answer only can find through urself. Im getting crazy already writing such things.Hehehe.. =p Sorry so tension lately~ ^_^ v

Its been a long time I didn’t get drunk already and yesterday I have try it back once again. It wont drunk until feel like vomit but just enough to get dizzy and walk unbalancely. Is been a long time I didnt try it. Well, I have to thanx God also for getting home safely yesterday and no police checking. Hehe~ Dangerous!! No more next time. People out there please dont follow what im doing !! =p~ Eventhough this morning when wake up, the body still feeling weak, but yet I do enjoy hanging out with my frens and have fun together. I miss the time when my college frens hang out together. The best memory ever!! Won’t you agree Flo? Haha.. Yesterday I think is the best sleep I ever have since the recently unhappy things happen. Those who are close to me, will know whats the things that upset me recently. Won’t you guys? ^_^ Flo, we will have again on your birthday, ya? Haha.. =p~

What a tiring day today~ Hai, work like kuli this few days. Body aching and itching from packing those dusty things. Why cant hired other part times worker for packing?? Need so save meh? Hai~ Who ask u poor ah, be patient for it lo..   =( Work life is not as easy as wat we see~ Really miss for past college times. Just be tough and face what we need to face that is coming to us lo~ BE TOUGH!! BE TOUGH!! If u think u can, u can!! ^_*

Lately, things doesnt happens so smoothly. Feels like the end of the world is coming. Really feel unexpected that firstly i thought someone who could brighten up my world has come at last but suddenly that someone want to end it and say somethings that makes my world even more darker. Just feel so sad that I could not say out and find someone who can comfort me on this but just to keep it inside my heart. Feel kind of hard to breath. This few days I keep telling myself forget it forget it, and this is not the first time you facing it. Be strong and overcome it. I know I can but I started feel tired of everythings. Tired of the world. Feel like the more we grow up, the more things we need to worry. I know the God is testing me & I know HE want me to learn to grow but Im getting tired. Really feel like giving up, giving up on everythings, but there are somethings that makes me need to stay tough, MY PARENTS. They are the one I could rely on & trusted now & also God. Others I really duno~ The world is so fake, we really duno who can be trusted & cant be trusted. But it doesnt matter anymore, coz to me face watever need to face that happens to me and survive in this world is more than enough. Try to live each day.

Wat a tired day for today~ At last I have finish the task that given by my company. Another tough task is coming on the way. Wat a work!!Hai~ Feel very lonely now without tat someone. Really wishing that someone is here giving me a comfort hug. Really miss that someone. Really wish the time of that someone coming back as soon as possible. Hai~ Tomolo need to work again. Sien~

What a good weather lately~ Sometimes raining sometimes cold. This kind of weather really makes people get sick easily. Hai~ Im not excluded from being sick as well.. Really hate it!! Making me feeling no mood in doing everythings~ I HATE TAKE MEDICINES!!

Hai~ early morning I have been call up by one of the cheater company that I realised it was after my yesterday interviewed, to go for training. Luckily, thanx to my fren I realised it early or else I will be suffering whole day~Since I have nothings to do whole day, I went shopping with one fren but unluckily he only able to accompany half day, so I have to go shopping myself after that. Its been a bit dissapointed coz I couldn’t able to buy my beloved sandals. Walk 2 shopping mall also out of stock, really sad for tat. Hai~ Now I just sitting in front of the laptop and typing this wuliau blog while waiting my fren bring me out for dinner. Will there any happening things happen later? Stil wondering about tat.. Waiting~ Waiting~ WAITING!!